Just knowing that you are really listening to what I’m saying means so much to me. My mom committed suicide eight years ago. It still seems like yesterday. I can’t seem to shake the emptiness. My husband and I have had a lot of issues since. He works out of state 8 months of the year. We have three kids and it really takes a lot out of me. I guess I feel bitter towards him, like he chooses work over his family. As did my mom, chose death over her family. My family doesn’t talk bout my mom anymore. As if she were never here. That hurts. Thank you again. You have given me the best advise in 8 years!